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Monday, November 4th, 2002
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2:02 pm
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Ugh, Im useing all of my livejournals again. whee fun.
I dont know what to do with my life anymore. everything is getting to me. i cant do anything in school i feel like such a failer. Its the worst feeling in the world to know when your supposed to do somthing and you just cant. Ugh. my life is really starting to suck and no one understands besides aimee. Aimee feels my pain she totally sees what i am going through and i think she is suffering from basicly the same thing.. :-(
I dunno what to do anymore.
<->Melanie
current mood:  melancholy
current music: Typeing
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| Monday, March 18th, 2002
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9:07 pm - Maybe.
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| Sunday, July 1st, 2001
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9:45 am
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| Saturday, June 16th, 2001
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9:23 pm
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Why do people i dont even know leave things on my live journal saying...*YOUR A PREPPY BITCH*???? I would really like to know. And i dont see what makes them so damn good any way, OH WOW ur GOTHIC! now that makes u real cool. cool enuff to put other that arnt gothic down. I dont think u Realize that u are being close minded! thats the one thing that make People wanna be diffrent be not so close minded be open to new things and new people but see i guess ur not up for that challange are ya? BTW the person i am talking about is gothik_kittie
-mellie
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9:03 pm
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Hey people,
I just got home from the omaley lip sync.... Just so u all know, High school is in ffor it next year... all the 8th graders are heartless snobby bitches. and i am not lieing.
-melli b
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| Wednesday, June 13th, 2001
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9:56 pm
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Hey ,
HOLY SHIT! i rock the party! I have given up on stupid usless shit with stupid usless people. lissa is my new bf because when we get together its like... *total insanity!* lol
Last nite i thought nicole emo was gonna die! she was talking to my friend dan.. holy shit. lol
she thinks we should start a we love dan club. lol i am pres. she is VP if any one reads this and wants to join just IM me littleprincess30 but u have to live around MASS and u have to have seen the TESERACTE players do RHPS at least once. and u have to have met DAN TORREGROSSA ..... lol
SEE YA!
-mellie b
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| Wednesday, May 30th, 2001
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9:57 pm
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| Saturday, May 26th, 2001
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8:56 am - hey
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Sorry i havnt written in a while i have had kind of a hard week. but i think im gonna give up on this live journal thing for a while
-melanie
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| Tuesday, May 15th, 2001
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8:33 am - Hey kiddies im in typing
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hey hey hey im in typing for a whole 2 blocks today. YAWN
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| Sunday, May 13th, 2001
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9:08 pm
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Hey,
I am like realy bored. i have 3 a blocks tomorrow. ull prolly here from me then. LOVE YA
current mood:  blank
current music: Saves the day- Ill melt with u
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| Saturday, May 12th, 2001
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8:14 pm
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| Thursday, May 10th, 2001
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8:06 am - hey hey hey
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Im in typing right now. I am really bored. I havent written in a while not that any one reads this any way. but oh well.. Latly i have been kinda upset. the other day i asked jon berube what was wrong and why he always seemed to be upset. and he just kinda ignored my question and said he had to go. Which made me really mad. So i told him i didnt care and that he always ignored questions, then he said that he knew i didnt care, which wasnt what i meant at all. i mean if i didnt care would i have asked? knowing me prolly not. i dont think jon understands how much i really do care about him . and when he wont tell me what is going on in his life it bothers me. i can understand him not wanting to tell me everything, but somthing like Gee jon are u ok. u seem sad. i think he would be able to tell me uh guess i was wrong but then again i always am.
Any way. Yesterday i had my acting class with jape the incredable ape. It was fun. this summer he is putting on godspell. which will be cool. all my friends are trying out. i think i might. i dunno i dont really have a strong singing voice or a good one for that matter. but i might just try and see. marcie made me feel really little yesterday. when jape said that it was a ctiy wide thing she said *sorry guys were all screwed there are way more talented people then us in this town i doubt we will get in.* this really made me made. She doesnt understand what its like to be rejected and to not have the leadering role in almost every play she has gone out for. I think that if anything she will make it and leave the rest of us. Like when i told her that i might be trabvling with rocky this summer, she was like i got u into rocky tell him about me. PLZ! i was like um ok. and being a good friend i did. its not my fault she is to younge. and also. My friend carson went to see like my al time fav. play rent. and i begged her to get me a play bill because i wouldnt be able to see it before it left boston. and she did. marcie had asked carsons mom to get her a play bill because she couldnt go either. carsons mom wasnt going and she hadnt seen carson b4 she left. so carson only got me one. of course marcie pouted because i got somthing she didnt. GR!
I must go. only 5 mins left till the end of class.
-melanie
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| Thursday, May 3rd, 2001
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9:53 am - Hey hey hey Benny SHIT! dudes im on my way GREAT FUCK!
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Hey,
Im in typing class right now. one of the very few days i can really get online. So yea. we open the play tonite. jesus i hope its good. I mean the actors are good. but some of them are not where there supposed to be. some ppl dont know there ques. i just hope it turns around. Any who.
About the latin speaking cats.
My cousin tasia was telling me that she was at the gallios in salem on halloween. and she just parked her car and left the head lights on and sat there and talked with her friends. Then all of a sudden a black cat walks up and just sits in her head lights. she didnt think ne thing of it. then another black cat comes and sits with the other one. and they start speaking latin to each other. then another one comes and joins in. freaky. she thinks they may have been reincarnated sprits.
well g2g
Love ya
mellie
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| Wednesday, May 2nd, 2001
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9:03 pm - SHE LIVESSSSSSSSSSSSSs
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Hey kids,
Im still alive. dont worrie i have just been at the play alot latly and i get home at 11 every nite.
i dont have much to say, im not in a writin mood.
Watch out for latin speakin cats. Ill xplain lata
Love ya all
Mellie
current mood:  working
current music: Into the woods
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| Thursday, April 19th, 2001
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7:41 pm - totally bummed out
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yesterday, i waited all day *till 5* for a call from jon berube which neva came. then i went to my acting class, that was ok, lots of wicked fun improve.. i got my hair cut,
Today, I did a ROCKY HORROR Photo shoot, that wass good, then i made a rocky wed site with marcie and kerry i hope it comes out good.
Thats it This is my rocky horror quiz PLZ TAKE IT!
current mood: crushed
current music: Rocky Floor show
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| Monday, April 16th, 2001
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12:59 pm - BEST WEEKEND EVA!
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THIS WEEK END WAS SO AWSOME, i went and saw ROCKY HORROR PICTURE SHOW with a live cast, it was so great! i wish they were there every friday, but they r there every 2nd friday of every month!! I was talking to Dan Torregrossa *super tekkie* About how awsome it would be to be in a live cast for rocky, He said he could talk to glenn and Maybe get me as a floor tekkie.. im so excited. imagen hoiw great it would be to do rocky horror for a livin?? its like a total dream come almost true. they were really amazing, they are doing it again may 11th in Danvers Ma at the hollywood hits theater at midnite. Its a Pj party so if ur gonna go wear you *skimpy* pjs!
also
I talked to my dad about playing the drums, he said it was fine as long as i took lessons b/c he doesnt want to here horibale drumin! lol my dad would say that... so jon berube said he would give me his set * I LOVE U JON!!!!*
Also
Jon berube is coming to gloucester tuesday. that means we will be hanging out wenseday which is gonna be awsome i think were gonna go to the movies with some of my friends... i dunno maybe.
Click here to find out more about TESERACTE PLAYERS live rocky cast
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| Sunday, April 8th, 2001
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7:42 pm
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IM A LOSER
current mood: Loserish!!
current music: Three Doors Down- Loser
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6:46 pm - Girl Poem..
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i just thought this was really cool every girl should read it...
I shave my legs, I sit down to pee.
And I can justify any, shopping spree
Don't go to a barber, but a beauty salon.
I can get a massage without a hard-on.
I can balance the checkbook, I can pump my own gas.
Can talk to my friends, about the size of my ass.
My beauty's a masterpiece, and yes, it takes long.
At least I can admit, to others when I'm wrong.
I don't drive in circles, at any cost.
And I don't have a problem, admitting I'm lost.
I never forget, an important date.
You just gotta deal with it, I'm usually late.
I don't watch movies, with lots of gore.
Don't need instant replay, to remember the score.
I won't lose my hair, don't get jock itch.
And just cause I'm assertive, Don't call me a bitch.
Don't say to your friends, Oh yeah, I can get her.
In your dreams, my dear, I can do better!
Flowers are okay, but jewelry's best.
Would you look at my face, Not at my chest!
I don't have a problem, with Expressing my feelings.
I know when you're lying, You look at the ceiling.
Don't call me a girl, A babe or a chick.
I am a WOMAN,
Get it, you prick?!
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| Friday, April 6th, 2001
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3:11 pm - ...
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What a BAD week. Ok this is the DL...
David bell... one of the kids i grew up with killed him self. he was 18 yrs old. This thro me off. Then i decided my life was to messed up to have leaders in it... so i quit.. But i already paid for the spring rally.. well chris did.. and i cant get the money back... so i still have to pay him back for somthing i barelly wanna go to. the only reason i would wanna go is so i can see Jon Berube and Laura... And to meet taco... but im NOT going. i dont want to.. so i wont. Tonite i am supposed to go to a show at rockport high.... But i wont go unless my sister comes... i dont wanna be alone... im not that cool. i wish i was tho.. so yea... wes. was the best day this week. First i went to the libray with kerry and katie.... then we got bored and went down town to mystery train... we walked in to annoying childern... BIG FUN then i saw steveo he called me a fag and i punched him ... Our usal welcome to each other... katie bought a BECK cd.. and we left.. Then we went to Fun Among us and i bought a army guy... and then we went to Photographics... we relived our child hoods by looking at all the cool movie we use to love... like... Rainbow bright... Fragel Rock... TAMNT.... the last unicorn.. a Barbie movie *me alll me*.. and more. then we sat in the aisle and watched WINNING LONDON that looked ummmm stupid.... oh well.. katie rented the last unicorn and we left.. then we went to The teen center for our acting class that was good.. then i went to sleep at home.. a good nite.. well thats all fokes!
---Melanie
current mood:  weird
current music: ICP chicken hunt
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| Saturday, March 31st, 2001
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10:10 pm
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Hey
I just got home from salt fest.... what a great nite... good music... lots of friends.... good pit... jus ta allaround good nite
I dont think i have every moshed sooo much in my whole life. i just let loose and it felt soo good. I took one of my more quiet friends *marcie M* and sent her in the pit and no she didnt come out with lots of bruses just a smashed nose. lol. she had a really good time. i think we are having another show at the gloucester house next week. that place is really cool and we had alot of fun and raised over 1000 dollars! * byou can buy alot of stuff with that much cash!* - brad
So ya. i lost my shoe in the pit. and dove in after it.. lol it hurt! Then like these 2 chicks had to get in front of me the whole nite. i was sooo pissed when we got a pit going i HAD to shove both of the little bitches in... heehehe thatsll teach them not to get in the why of my moshing!!
List of Ouches
1 left boob
2 right boob
3 left leg
4 left foot
5 right arm
6 middle fingure * it got smashed!*
7 head
8 bottem of left foot
i think thats it! well LYALAF!
melanie
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